This project began as a conversation between Heaven and me. I lived in Berlin for some time, a place where party culture doesn't feel underground at all, but almost woven into the rhythm of the city. Heaven travels there often, and even outside of Berlin we've found ourselves surrounded by people who move through similar cycles: the highs, the lows, the disappearances, the Mondays. We've both been close to this scene, not just as observers, but as people who understand its language, its codes and aesthetics and most importantly its promises. We've spent countless nights in these spaces, listened to stories and watched friends push themselves past their limits. We have seen people romanticise it, document it, laugh about it and survive it.
This zine doesn't want to judge that world, nor expose it. But doesn't want to romanticise it either.
Ambra Vaccaro, Heaven Widrig
2025